![]() Two men, short dark hair, no tattoos, shown from the waist up only. ![]() I need the overwhelming dread and fear of other men stricken from my mind before I can worry about anything else. I know that it will hurt when our intimate time together is over, but I’m not going to think about that right now. My hope is that he can help me, taking baby steps, enjoy the wonders of sex by touching me and loving me. Yes, he is straight, but his love for me is strong and he suffers along with me when my fears arise. I have decided to ask my best friend, a man I first met in junior high and trust with every part of my being, to help me overcome my fear of intimacy and sex. It has affected every one of my romantic relationships and I am sick and tired of being alone and afraid. ![]() I have not been able to enjoy sexual relations with another man ever since. I had barely begun my homosexual exploration, kissing and some hand jobs, with a few men who were also experimenting, when it happened 7 years ago. In my first month away from home, enjoying newfound independence on my college campus, I was brutally raped by a stranger. ![]()
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